the first 3!

mlm ni terase nk mengupload lukisan2 yang penah aq lukih, mostly lame dulu punye nih, cume terperap dlm bilik je, pas lukih simpan...hehe,
erm act cume nak berkongsi minat yang mmng dah ade dr dulu smpai skng..
cume lagi, painting ni remains as hobby, xde la sampai nak g berguru kut nak jadi pelukis thap pro punye..hehe

ni aq xtau konsep die, yang aq tau aq nak lukis bende yang berwarna warnu and aq ase lukisan2 cmni xla sesusah wat lukisan yang based on real environment,

ya, makhluk 3 bersaudara, aq gelak sorng2 mase lukis bende ni, just nak picture kan personaliti dlm diri masing2 yang berbeza,

antare lukisan aq yang terawal, ni pkai soluble punye pencil kaler, leh jadi cm water colour as well.


itu jelapon yang ade wat mase ni, ade bnyak lagi idea aq nak wat, cume yang terhasil nye draft je..itupon dlm otak..hehe

khamis..23/12/2010

fuh, arini cm lepak gle g keje, bos xde, team aq pon xde, so jadi bos testing PMO arini..heheh
erm, dalam pade2 nak wat meeting tuk retrofit plan tu, adelak techncn ajak g tgk part kat Fudex Melaka, adeh,xpela, sian lak nak ngangkut hose water tu kalo nek moto..mmng x logik la, tambah lagi ngan niat aq yang nak ngulor je arini, so i said yes..hehe, pegi jnjalan la jawabnya..huhu

..so pegila kiteorng ke melaka, xla jauh mane ngat, kiterong masuk ikut ayer keroh, fudex ni plak letaknye tol2 depan giant, dekat ngn mitc, tapi jauh masuk ke dalm tu, niat nak amik part tuk saga FL LHD tu, since aq in-charge utk part retrofit, so,semngt la aq nak wat joint check ngn harapan adela satu part yang xyah masuk list..alhamdulillah, Allah dah permudahkan kerje.

arini gaji masuk..=), leh lak bntai beli kamera digital..padahal DSLR dah ade..haha, ngarut je aq ni, xpela, tonight nak g beli bateri dopod aq tu, sian die dah lame duk menyendiri xde bateri..hihi

off to digital mall tonite..=)

bila lampu padam..

Bismillah..

hari ini wat pembaharuan sket, update blog di opis, hehe,xpe, ni bukan satu bentuk penipuan dlm kerjaya, lampu dah padam dah ni, sume orng pkat tido kalo x makan, cmtula nature keje kat rnd ke ppd ke kat proton ni, sharp pukul 1 lampu sume akan dipadamkan bg memberi laluan tuk orng2 berehat..=)..syok jugak cmni, tapi sejam jela, kut2 lampu dah nyala mate merah je mmng naya la..hehe,

alhamdulillah, dah almost 5 months keje, blehla, dah pndai dah sket even still needs help dr senior2, brader2 kat cni, tapi okla, feel keje tu dah masuk sket2, xla mcm wat asenmen mase kat u dulu, hehe,tapi cm bese kite dengar deliverable ni memng x same between high school, varsity life dan jugak mase keje, yang pling penting mcm mane kite tackle dengan care yang btol, xla nampak awkward sgt..,presentation mse keje ni bg aq one of the important, especially when u got to deliver to big bosses, line kene lurus, height, width kene same besa, isi kene padat dlm ruang yang sngt minima, boss xnak tgk ko present merapu2 800 m/s, siap kaler2 bagai..hehe, makin singkat makin bagus kut, mksdnye lagi senng, lagi sket masalh yng ade..cmtula anlogi dlm benak pemikiran ku sebagai exec baru kat sini..hehe

x lame lagi nak masuk 2011, sekali lagi syukur aq ke hadrat Illahi kerna masih lagi sehat walafiat, dan dipanjangkan usia ibuku, ayahandaku, adik2, dan jugak sahabt2 handai utk same2 menempuh 2011 plak, insyaAllah, aq nak jadi insan yang lagi beriman, lagi bertaqwa pade Yang Maha Pencipta, Allah S.W.T, setiap insan mesti ade kesilapan, kekurangan luar dan dalam, kalo dah name insan mmng kite xkan terlepas dr perkara2 mcm tu, teringat aq pade satu kata2 hikmah, a wise man is a man who are repenting in the name of Allah, sujudlah kite pade Tuhan Yang Satu, bertaubat dan mnyesali setiap kesilapan dan kedhaifan diri sendiri, semoge ape yang kite lakukan mndapt keampunan dr Allah, insyaallah..

Thus, setiap tahun berazam tapi x penah wat, ok lagi dr x penah berazam, hehe, itulah aq, x pnah pon nak azam2 ni, tiap2 tahun same gak, hihi, so tahun ni ape yang nak aq wat ialah

1) To acquire my first asset, dlm perancangan, tanah 3 ekar sedang menanti, insyaAllah bulan depan akan ku realisasikan
2)To paint more..=)..dan nak wat frame sendiri, lots of idea ade dlm benak ni.hehe
3)Nak simpan emas, hehe, ni dah terpengaruh dah ni, tapi bile pike2 balik mmng terbukti lagi bagus simpan emas dr duit ni.
4)To get involve in business, anything(halal) except MLM!..hihi
5)Nk lebey berbakti pade abah ngn mak,
6)nak bertunang..haha (azam tahun akan dtng insyaAllah).
7)angakt inspira..pastu letak balik sebb berat, hahaha

hmm, tapi above all aq cume nak jadi insan yang mendapat keampunan dr Allah, insyaAllah..=)
Sujud Syukurku padamu Ya Khalik..

and the stories continue..=)

yesterday was fun, but seriously not fun enough when u got trapped, not being able to enter the house because somebody lock it from inside and to add to my misery, i was definitely need to go to toilet, small bladder i guess,

So, i ended up calling people inside in the middle of the night, can hear the phone ring but no ones actually take it, huh!..anyway, cant blame them, its 3 am already, they were strolling in dreams of course, but alhamdulillah, after many22 trials, pg answered mine and thats ended my torture..hehe,

so, the story goes, i went to pantai dalam around 5.00 pm, to meet cik yan there, she was craving for aiskrim goreng, haish!..so we went to pasar malm, bought two delicious aiskrim goreng and others stuffs, seriously, there were so many fine delicacies that u could find here, i was like, wanna buy every single things but its membazir already since i'm not going to finish them,

then, after maghrib prayer, its soccer time!, we went to see second leg for AFF Suzuki cup semi final between mas and vietnam, Cik yan definitely not very comfortable with that, i was so into the game, lucky shes understand, well the match wasnt so good in my opinion, but the strategy was definitely right, but for the last 10 minutes, mas played very well, and they got so many fine opportunity to score, i mean, 1 to 1 already cannot score meh? and it was like 4 times already, adeh!!..yup, we definitely understand that mas is already ahead with 2 goals different, but dont play2 lah, just scored them and i'll be happy to cheer you up..lucky its a draw, and we find our way to the final..=)

later that night, we went to catch movie at Mid, there were 3 title that i find amusing, its Tron, narnia and Hantu kak Limah, ke Mak Limah, nvm..hehe, at last we choose Narnia, Voyage of the dawn treader, well i always love to see film with magical element or fantasy film..(not Magika ok !)..where i can find a magical land, castle,beast, dragons, stuffs like that, thus, narnia suite me well i guess, the movie is great but i think the first and second sequel was better, well, just my opinion..

thats end our night, after sending cik yan home,i was so sleepy myself, went back to USJ and find myself locked outside..

great ending kan..

Paint!

i wanna start painting again..hehe..
(Post kali ni kene warne warni sket bg menghormati tema..=P )

sebenarnya dah start pon ngh hobi dari zaman kanak2 rebina lagi ni, but perhaps mase ni nak wat dengan serius..hehe, tanak lukis orng lidi kepala berjambul dah, nak lukis size A3 punye ni..cm wat LK dulu2..haha, xkire walopon xpndai ke pe ke..nak wat jugak, haha

Bagi aq painting is one of the alternative to escape the reality, u create your ownself there, how the world is gonna be, when i paint, i do spend endless hour without stopping, well at least aq ase cmtu, so, bile2 balik keje, penat ngan keje yang banyak x penah habis, ngn build up kete x siap2..ngan jugak karenah2 testing yang asyik fail x sudah2..so my answer is ..painting!..yeargh..hehe


Aq ingt lagi zaman kanak2 dulu ske men ngn pensel, so most lukisan aq mmng pkai medium cmtu je, walaopon x pnh beljar care2 terbek thap pujangga nak melukih ni, tapi i just love the way when people tried to imagine things and tried to put them in a piece of paper,

skang aq dah start ngn 5 lukisan, mostly pkai buncho jek pon, hehe, satu act pensil je, but then aq decide nak kalerkan jugak kuda2 ku gagah berlari tu..the other 3 ade pade cik yan, jagn die wat lapik seterika suddey..hehe..=) jgn mare ek cik yan!..eh wait lupe awak x bace blog saye..haha..

so, dr mase ke semase blog ni akan kukonvertkan meenjadi blog kesenian muzium tn Hj farhan Syah Al-Haq Jamalullail la ekk..hihi, Semoge aq akan bertmbah rajin nak menulis ngn melukis..amin

Remembering The Past

There is time when u suddenly remember things,
Things that we always want to forget,
our past, our mistakes, our lessons, our moments, our memories
when u suddenly woke up in the middle of the nights
just to realize things will never be the same
when u will never walk the same path together anymore
when u no longer be able to hear the breath in silence
when u heard the laugh only from the bag of memories
then u realize..
they were just the pigments from the past
to teach life, and taught u to be a better person
i pray to Allah
for chances, for hope,

insyaallah..
(big grin..) =)

update diri sendri..hoho

hari ni genap 15 hari aq melepakkan diri kat rumah pas abis nye final exam last kat utp..hehe, baru 15 hari kut menganggur, lepak lu, x habis penat lagi nih..

aq baru pas balik interview petronas 17hb aritu, maut gakla soklan bertubi dlm 2 jam duk dlm tu, sampai satu mase air liur aq kering gler, sore pon bertukar..haha, kne la excuse me kat interviewer, tapi xpe, interviewer okes je asenye, cume mate mmng tajam gler, aq pon cuak gakla nak ckp dah orng pndang cmtu, tapi xpe, overall aq ase dah wat yng terbek,..dah abis terlontar sume idea2 nak ckp, so resultnye kite berserah pada yang maha Kuasa..insyaallah ade rezeki adela..leh la keje dlm oil and gas..

1hb ni insyaallah aq dah masuk keje ngan Proton holding Sdn bhd...department mane aq pon xtau sebb aq x pat lagi offer letter yang btol..sumenye sebb exam unit UTP lambt bg completion of study slip..kenela aq tepon 3,4 kali nak g settle...should be completed dlm 3 hari..ni dah 15 hari ni..hehehe..pas send sume2 document tu br die leh proceed ngan offer letter sume then lehla aq bekerja, umah pon aq x cr lagi kat shah alam nun..tahla cmne..minggu ni la kut nak settle sume..insyaallah bleh, xde hal la

syukur aq ke hadrat Illahi dapt keje awal, at least sebelom habis final exam last kat utp tu dah tau ade keje..bile aq pike lik mmng sangatla rezeki aq, nak ikut terer mmng x terer mane pon, nak ckp aktif, aq sangatla malas nak join bende2 event ni..nak participate mmng rajin, nak jadi committee tu yang masalah..haha, len kut aq mase F5 nagn aq mase skang..haha

nway, tulah die cite mase aq kat utp..dah jadi sejarah pon..sejarah yang baru berusia 2 minggu..hehe, well, nice gakla idup kat pekan tronoh nun di sana..ujung minggu kua ipoh men bowling..tgk wayng, g Tambun resort..pulau pangkor..segenap air terjun jajahan perak,ulang alik nek batangkali..in 5 years time, so much nice memories there..xpela nanti nak amik scroll aq dtng sane lik..hehe