For You..

For You: Cik Etrie Yanthie Syahril

From the moment you step in my heart
is the moment you stole them away
Locked it outside, far east of the eastern shore
For the keys to be search and keys to be found

I'll find them within the eyes
I'll search them deep in the voices
The gaze of the eyes trapping me inside
The maze dancing in the voices for it is hauntingly beautiful
but keys is nowhere to be found..

As i stood still and close me eyes
As i shut down the voices and opened my heart to listen
Here they are, shining in white and silver
Dazzling in my palm, hereby seeking for the answers

Have i saved you My Luv, when dangers came knocking in your path..
Have i sang for you My Luv, when lullabies seemed to be the right melodies
Have i said to you My Luv,how my love grew stronger each day?


By:
Paan
30/12/2010
1.53 pm

Terima Kasih team Malaysia, keranamu kami cuti

Harimau Malaya membaham Sang Garuda...enough said..=)..source x hengat

game mlm tadi merupakan game penutup tirai utk kempen AFF Suzuki tahun ni,

Seperti dijangka, lautan penyokong indonesia membanjiri Gelora Bung karno dengan warna merah putih tradisi mereka.

95000 di dalam, more than 100000 kat lua x dpt masuk sebb noob beli tiket lambat, hehe

Tekanan dari segi mental mmng dikuatiri akan menyebabkan Mas terlepas dri memenangi piala ini buat kali pertama walaupon mendahului dengan aggregat 3-0

nak masuk pitch pon kene iring 5 kete perisai beb..=)

Tapi team kali ni bukan calang2 jugak

muda tapi mantap

kurang pengalaman tapi berkeyakinan

adeke safiq (ketua pasukan) leh kuar statement Indon Sayur..=)

cm takabbur plak..hehe

tapi tu sebenanye provokasi

(aq asela..)

bile team lawan bengang x puas hati

main pon leh jadi caca marba

anyway..

Terima Kasih team Malaysia, keranamu kami cuti..=)

malam ini saye...

1) tahniah MALAYSIA!!, anda hebat

2) TRON x bes lansung, tertido2 aq kat panggung

Nyata berbeza..!

When i first came to Proton in August 2nd, they were already halfway in term of development and testing for the new Saga FL, every single living person in the office were doing their job and definitely no time to waste at all, they were catching up to the dateline, although they indeed faced lots of difficulties along the way,

Saga FL is the latest variant for new saga model, which had been launched on november this year, Still maintaining the Saga platfom, the new FL added many changes in both exterior and inside the engine bay, for interior, it's pretty much the old saga,

The exterior showed the new headlamp which gave the strong look and impression to the new saga FL, the faces had changed as well as the rear combi, there is a lot of talks on how the small rear combi will be affecting the performance, however i must say the sizes of the rear combi will not be affecting them at all, they were using LED this time. But from my point of view, i'm not very fond of smaller rear combi, it should be bigger

Saga FL comes in two phases, for sure many have not known this, this time, they came out with new looks, second phase will come very soon when we shall added new changes in term of performance,

july next year shall be exciting i believe..=)

Carik- Carik Pensil di Ofis 1

Sekadar mengisi mase lapang kat opis..ngah rehat ek, pas ni mengelupur la plak sambung keje..hehe

Sambil2 lepak tu duk sketch superbike sejibik..ingat lagi dulu nak sambar gak moto 250cc cukupla pas keje nt..tapi harapan jela, bekla aq beli kete, senng orng nak tumpang, bawak mak abah, datuk nenek, adik2..=)..

anyway, hasil sketch x seberapa..mlm ni nak kalerkan mybe pakai pensil kaler je kut..pkai lak kertas A4 shje, nipis lak tu, huhu

Kawasaki pon boleh..yamaha pon ok, xde brand punye moto..=)

sketsa 1

Extension pleazzzz!!!!

Sepak Bola AFF Suzuki Cup

Yaa..semlm x mampu la koi nak menghapdet blog dengan isu2 terkini berinformasi, balik dr tmerloh start kol 5 petng..mlm baru smpai..jem bleh tahan jugakla..pas tol bentong melaut smpai masuk tol gmbak..tapi seb be bukan sume, ade gak tempat2 yang x jemnye..huhu

cmnepon, dapt gak la usha game mlm semlm, final pertama AFF Suzuki cup between Mas ngan Indon, walopon dah lewat leby kuang 20 min tapi ok lagi sebb still 0-0..huhu
X sempat sampai umah singgah dulu mane2 kedai ade tb ni..x dapt layor beso cm dekat ameeth dulu pon xpe..asalkan tb suddey..tapi kut2 dpt full Hd ke LED ke mmng agak kechareaan di situ, hehe

game smlm Mas men gak mtap especially second half, first half men mcm gugup sket, sume nak play safe..mungkin terkenang awek di kejauhan..ataupon mengenang kene bantai ngn indon mase memule game dulu agaknye, haha..
menjelang second half, masing2 player mas dah mule ade keyakinan nak dribble bola, pegang bola, cross pon yakin je..mmng cntik, and the goals puh! superb habis..dah mcm epl aq tgk yang thrd goal tu..

bagi aq, player yang wat mlm tu nmpak idup for sure idlan talaha, tah ilmu pe mamat ni pkai, 2, 3 kali masuk ikut tmpat same, the way he turn his body mase kat ujung line tu dan tetibe dah leh cross masuk dlm mmng superb..siyesly, dan sebb tu gak yang leh bagi goal pertame ngn kedue..x ke power tu..hehe..walopon die x score, aq ase die ni one of the nadi kat dlm Mas team..

peh, anderson pon chuaks ni nak masuk!

Second Kuna, dribble power, laju..dah mcm aaron lennon aq tgk, mamat ni mmng power bawak dr tepi pastu cross masuk dlm, hehe..cume mybe faktor badan die yang agak kecik tu susah sket la nak sustain kalo kene body contact ngn player2 yang besar ni..kalo badan tegap cm idlan xpon safee mybe ok..tapi berat la plak nak laju2..haha

Safee definitely ade penyudah yang selame ni kite cari tuk team mas, tenang, tau nak wat ape depan pintu gol..pandai cari ruang yng terbek nak score, dan mmng pndai tanduk bola..dah 2 kali kut score cmtu, tgk gaye cm berat mamat ni, badan tegap tapi skill tanduk mmng cntik..

Calon penjaring terbanyak AFF Suzuki 2010

alhamdulillah..mnng jugak Mas semlm, dptla tebus kekalahn pade indon mase game frst dulu tu..bg aq, team Mas mkin lame mkin mantap, dan definitely team terbek yang kite penah ade compared dengan team2 mas yang sebelum ni..mungkin teknik, formula dan care pengurusan FAM makin berkesan?..ataupon rajagopal yang genius dlm mmbentuk pasukan yang terbek yang MAS pnah ade..wallahualam..

same2 kite doakan MAS menng second leg kat gelora bung karno minggu ni,

insyaAllah..MALAYSIA Boleh!

Cerita Ceriti

huh..baru smpai dari kL subuh tadi..kol 5.30 jugakla bagun, mandi, solat dan trus gerak..balik pagi2 ni mmng syok..sebabnye kete xde lagi..jaln pon lancar xde jem,,hehe, so, dalm sejam setengah ke 2 jam cmtu dah bleh sampai..kalo time musim perayaan alamatnye mmng x daptla nak merase balik cmtu..memng at least 4 jam jugakla nak smpai daerah temerloh terchenta ni...

alkisah sampai tadi sempat la sarapan semangkuk due mee goreng pas trus memecut ke kuantan, ke kenduri tunang sepupu..same age, sorng2 dah tunang, blela plak turn aq nih, hehe, xpela, awal lagi gaknye..=0,hehe..ingtkan pas kenduri dapatla jenjalan kat kuantan, upenye kuantan pon dah mcm federal highway kut cuti2 ni..kereta2 bukan men lagi kat area megamall tu, tapir pon senng2 leh pintas..huhu!

anyway..esok petng dah nak balik kl plak, mlm plak ade bola final kut, hehe, x cr port lagi nih nak tgk bola, nak tgk kat stadium mmng x dapekla..kut2 sekor nek syeh, bertumbuk plak kat stadium tu..bukn leh kire supporter2 bola ni, haha..

erm, hari tu sempat nak membelek2 ferrari f430 yang masuk tuk styling department kat dlm proton nih..teruja gakla, frst time kut duk dlm ferrari, just my opinion, interior die xdela hebat mane, tapi exterior gempak habis la, aerodynamic xyah cite la, 0-100 in 4s asenye..still xley lawan lotus exige..sempat snap satu due pics..









Nice Car Eh?

the first 3!

mlm ni terase nk mengupload lukisan2 yang penah aq lukih, mostly lame dulu punye nih, cume terperap dlm bilik je, pas lukih simpan...hehe,
erm act cume nak berkongsi minat yang mmng dah ade dr dulu smpai skng..
cume lagi, painting ni remains as hobby, xde la sampai nak g berguru kut nak jadi pelukis thap pro punye..hehe

ni aq xtau konsep die, yang aq tau aq nak lukis bende yang berwarna warnu and aq ase lukisan2 cmni xla sesusah wat lukisan yang based on real environment,

ya, makhluk 3 bersaudara, aq gelak sorng2 mase lukis bende ni, just nak picture kan personaliti dlm diri masing2 yang berbeza,

antare lukisan aq yang terawal, ni pkai soluble punye pencil kaler, leh jadi cm water colour as well.


itu jelapon yang ade wat mase ni, ade bnyak lagi idea aq nak wat, cume yang terhasil nye draft je..itupon dlm otak..hehe

khamis..23/12/2010

fuh, arini cm lepak gle g keje, bos xde, team aq pon xde, so jadi bos testing PMO arini..heheh
erm, dalam pade2 nak wat meeting tuk retrofit plan tu, adelak techncn ajak g tgk part kat Fudex Melaka, adeh,xpela, sian lak nak ngangkut hose water tu kalo nek moto..mmng x logik la, tambah lagi ngan niat aq yang nak ngulor je arini, so i said yes..hehe, pegi jnjalan la jawabnya..huhu

..so pegila kiteorng ke melaka, xla jauh mane ngat, kiterong masuk ikut ayer keroh, fudex ni plak letaknye tol2 depan giant, dekat ngn mitc, tapi jauh masuk ke dalm tu, niat nak amik part tuk saga FL LHD tu, since aq in-charge utk part retrofit, so,semngt la aq nak wat joint check ngn harapan adela satu part yang xyah masuk list..alhamdulillah, Allah dah permudahkan kerje.

arini gaji masuk..=), leh lak bntai beli kamera digital..padahal DSLR dah ade..haha, ngarut je aq ni, xpela, tonight nak g beli bateri dopod aq tu, sian die dah lame duk menyendiri xde bateri..hihi

off to digital mall tonite..=)

bila lampu padam..

Bismillah..

hari ini wat pembaharuan sket, update blog di opis, hehe,xpe, ni bukan satu bentuk penipuan dlm kerjaya, lampu dah padam dah ni, sume orng pkat tido kalo x makan, cmtula nature keje kat rnd ke ppd ke kat proton ni, sharp pukul 1 lampu sume akan dipadamkan bg memberi laluan tuk orng2 berehat..=)..syok jugak cmni, tapi sejam jela, kut2 lampu dah nyala mate merah je mmng naya la..hehe,

alhamdulillah, dah almost 5 months keje, blehla, dah pndai dah sket even still needs help dr senior2, brader2 kat cni, tapi okla, feel keje tu dah masuk sket2, xla mcm wat asenmen mase kat u dulu, hehe,tapi cm bese kite dengar deliverable ni memng x same between high school, varsity life dan jugak mase keje, yang pling penting mcm mane kite tackle dengan care yang btol, xla nampak awkward sgt..,presentation mse keje ni bg aq one of the important, especially when u got to deliver to big bosses, line kene lurus, height, width kene same besa, isi kene padat dlm ruang yang sngt minima, boss xnak tgk ko present merapu2 800 m/s, siap kaler2 bagai..hehe, makin singkat makin bagus kut, mksdnye lagi senng, lagi sket masalh yng ade..cmtula anlogi dlm benak pemikiran ku sebagai exec baru kat sini..hehe

x lame lagi nak masuk 2011, sekali lagi syukur aq ke hadrat Illahi kerna masih lagi sehat walafiat, dan dipanjangkan usia ibuku, ayahandaku, adik2, dan jugak sahabt2 handai utk same2 menempuh 2011 plak, insyaAllah, aq nak jadi insan yang lagi beriman, lagi bertaqwa pade Yang Maha Pencipta, Allah S.W.T, setiap insan mesti ade kesilapan, kekurangan luar dan dalam, kalo dah name insan mmng kite xkan terlepas dr perkara2 mcm tu, teringat aq pade satu kata2 hikmah, a wise man is a man who are repenting in the name of Allah, sujudlah kite pade Tuhan Yang Satu, bertaubat dan mnyesali setiap kesilapan dan kedhaifan diri sendiri, semoge ape yang kite lakukan mndapt keampunan dr Allah, insyaallah..

Thus, setiap tahun berazam tapi x penah wat, ok lagi dr x penah berazam, hehe, itulah aq, x pnah pon nak azam2 ni, tiap2 tahun same gak, hihi, so tahun ni ape yang nak aq wat ialah

1) To acquire my first asset, dlm perancangan, tanah 3 ekar sedang menanti, insyaAllah bulan depan akan ku realisasikan
2)To paint more..=)..dan nak wat frame sendiri, lots of idea ade dlm benak ni.hehe
3)Nak simpan emas, hehe, ni dah terpengaruh dah ni, tapi bile pike2 balik mmng terbukti lagi bagus simpan emas dr duit ni.
4)To get involve in business, anything(halal) except MLM!..hihi
5)Nk lebey berbakti pade abah ngn mak,
6)nak bertunang..haha (azam tahun akan dtng insyaAllah).
7)angakt inspira..pastu letak balik sebb berat, hahaha

hmm, tapi above all aq cume nak jadi insan yang mendapat keampunan dr Allah, insyaAllah..=)
Sujud Syukurku padamu Ya Khalik..

and the stories continue..=)

yesterday was fun, but seriously not fun enough when u got trapped, not being able to enter the house because somebody lock it from inside and to add to my misery, i was definitely need to go to toilet, small bladder i guess,

So, i ended up calling people inside in the middle of the night, can hear the phone ring but no ones actually take it, huh!..anyway, cant blame them, its 3 am already, they were strolling in dreams of course, but alhamdulillah, after many22 trials, pg answered mine and thats ended my torture..hehe,

so, the story goes, i went to pantai dalam around 5.00 pm, to meet cik yan there, she was craving for aiskrim goreng, haish!..so we went to pasar malm, bought two delicious aiskrim goreng and others stuffs, seriously, there were so many fine delicacies that u could find here, i was like, wanna buy every single things but its membazir already since i'm not going to finish them,

then, after maghrib prayer, its soccer time!, we went to see second leg for AFF Suzuki cup semi final between mas and vietnam, Cik yan definitely not very comfortable with that, i was so into the game, lucky shes understand, well the match wasnt so good in my opinion, but the strategy was definitely right, but for the last 10 minutes, mas played very well, and they got so many fine opportunity to score, i mean, 1 to 1 already cannot score meh? and it was like 4 times already, adeh!!..yup, we definitely understand that mas is already ahead with 2 goals different, but dont play2 lah, just scored them and i'll be happy to cheer you up..lucky its a draw, and we find our way to the final..=)

later that night, we went to catch movie at Mid, there were 3 title that i find amusing, its Tron, narnia and Hantu kak Limah, ke Mak Limah, nvm..hehe, at last we choose Narnia, Voyage of the dawn treader, well i always love to see film with magical element or fantasy film..(not Magika ok !)..where i can find a magical land, castle,beast, dragons, stuffs like that, thus, narnia suite me well i guess, the movie is great but i think the first and second sequel was better, well, just my opinion..

thats end our night, after sending cik yan home,i was so sleepy myself, went back to USJ and find myself locked outside..

great ending kan..

Paint!

i wanna start painting again..hehe..
(Post kali ni kene warne warni sket bg menghormati tema..=P )

sebenarnya dah start pon ngh hobi dari zaman kanak2 rebina lagi ni, but perhaps mase ni nak wat dengan serius..hehe, tanak lukis orng lidi kepala berjambul dah, nak lukis size A3 punye ni..cm wat LK dulu2..haha, xkire walopon xpndai ke pe ke..nak wat jugak, haha

Bagi aq painting is one of the alternative to escape the reality, u create your ownself there, how the world is gonna be, when i paint, i do spend endless hour without stopping, well at least aq ase cmtu, so, bile2 balik keje, penat ngan keje yang banyak x penah habis, ngn build up kete x siap2..ngan jugak karenah2 testing yang asyik fail x sudah2..so my answer is ..painting!..yeargh..hehe


Aq ingt lagi zaman kanak2 dulu ske men ngn pensel, so most lukisan aq mmng pkai medium cmtu je, walaopon x pnh beljar care2 terbek thap pujangga nak melukih ni, tapi i just love the way when people tried to imagine things and tried to put them in a piece of paper,

skang aq dah start ngn 5 lukisan, mostly pkai buncho jek pon, hehe, satu act pensil je, but then aq decide nak kalerkan jugak kuda2 ku gagah berlari tu..the other 3 ade pade cik yan, jagn die wat lapik seterika suddey..hehe..=) jgn mare ek cik yan!..eh wait lupe awak x bace blog saye..haha..

so, dr mase ke semase blog ni akan kukonvertkan meenjadi blog kesenian muzium tn Hj farhan Syah Al-Haq Jamalullail la ekk..hihi, Semoge aq akan bertmbah rajin nak menulis ngn melukis..amin

Remembering The Past

There is time when u suddenly remember things,
Things that we always want to forget,
our past, our mistakes, our lessons, our moments, our memories
when u suddenly woke up in the middle of the nights
just to realize things will never be the same
when u will never walk the same path together anymore
when u no longer be able to hear the breath in silence
when u heard the laugh only from the bag of memories
then u realize..
they were just the pigments from the past
to teach life, and taught u to be a better person
i pray to Allah
for chances, for hope,

insyaallah..
(big grin..) =)